Thursday, February 02, 2006 ; 5:42 AM
yesterday
was a :):):) day
lit bleaugh eng bleaugh pe bleaugh samat was grumpy made us run but never mind must get fit get fit.. cs ok maths bleaugh
i walked home with teran all angry that i was going home early. no training. no outing. no anything. when we bumped into xinshyan who didn't feel like going for tution... so teran and shyan talked and some how we ended up going my house to swim. we fried nuggets for lunch, i mean xin shyan and i fried nuggets for lunched while teran watched and walked up and down. it was dam nice lah and xin shyan ruined my pretty arrangment on the plate. then we went swimming in MY nice hockey shirts. any way we had lots of fun and we did dares and sun bathed without the sun. and we went playground and we did lots of stuff....
today
home ec made an edible pizza. edible. science bleugh. english bleaugh. geog bleaugh. i really must try harder to enjoy lessons. had common test. urgh. i think i did really horrible.oh well. toopid celeste has got this song stuck in my head. it is like about a screwed family, no wonder it makes so much sense.
EMOTIONLESS - GOOD CHARLOTTE
Hey dad
I'm writing to you
Not to tell you
That I still hate you
Just to ask you
How you feel
And how we fell apart
How this fell apart
Are you happy out there
In this great wide world
Do you think about your sons
Do you miss your little girl
When you lay your head down
How do you sleep at night
Do you even wonder if we’re alright
But we’re alright
We’re alright
It’s been a long hard road without you by my side
Why weren’t
you there the nights that we cried
You broke my mother’s heart
You broke your children for life
It’s not ok
but we’re alright
I remember the days you were a hero in my eyes
But those are just a long lost memory of mine
I spent so many years
Learning how to survive
Now I’m writing just to let you know I’m still alive
The days I spent
So cold, so hungry
Were full of hate
I was so angry
The scars run deep inside
This tattooed body
There’s things I’ll take
To my grave
But I’m ok I’m ok
It’s been a long hard road without you by my side
Why weren’t you there the nights that we cried
You broke my mother’s heart
You broke your children for life
It’s not ok but we’re alright
I remember the days you were a hero in my eyes
But those are just a long lost memory of mine
Now I’m writing just to let you know I’m still alive
And I’m still alive
Sometimes I forget Yeah,
and this time I’ll admit that I miss you
Said I miss you
just like the hearse you die to get in again
