HAPPY VALENTINES DAY ok so i am one day late. thank you ALL so much for the lovely presents. i really adore them all and i look forward to burning of all the sweets (: mr keong gay scolded me for having sweets on my table bet he is just jealous. had some talk in the hall. DO YOU KNOW HOW MANY SINGAPORES WE CAN PUT IN LAKE TOBA OH AND LETS HAVE A BILLION DOLLAR BRIDGE TO BEUTIFY THE WATERFRONT. went for om and missed pinkie DAM. the teacher was pmsing and was angry cause i had to go doctor to check my voice out. WTH. went tiong with celeste to buy vday presents for the dasians. then went home. doctored. but the clinic was closed. today, my mum decided that i was sick for too long. so no school for me. for the first time i think she saw through the charade, she knew i was getting better. but she also knew i needed a break. i finally saw how much you guys really cared and i am guilty for all the stuff i have done. you love me you always have but now i feel it for you to. a feeling i haven't in a long time. i waited a long time and got told i was suffering from something with a very scientific name. got pretty coloured pills. funny how something so pretty can taste like shit. i did quite alot of studying today, i am dam right sick of letting myself down with the shit marks i have been getting. i must work harder. i must. there are 9 million bicycles in beijing but 4 million people in singapore. random.
oh and I dont know i dont know what he's after but he's so beautiful such a beautiful disaster and if i could hold on through the tears and the laughter would it be beautiful or just a beautiful disaster
