I played like shit today

some nice woman sent me this link. http://www.metacafe.com/watch/76562/always_look_on_the_bright_side_of_life/
made me feel better (:

just like the hearse you die to get in again

FRIDAY

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XINSHYAN MY BABE(:

Saturday

Woke up super dooper early for training. left redhill with out lao po. got off at redhill cause we nice souls were feeling guilty. training was slack. after training confronted her. please take the hint. we are trying to be nice here. went jurong point after training :D hazel, shyan, nat, fangying, nadiah, and me ate macdonalds. i can feel all my lipases working overtime. (i've been studying science) went toysrus after. played with frogs and bananas and extra long floaty things. rushed home, rushed a shower, rushed to cityhall. met up with the crazy daisies. had a very " relaxing gathering" (quote celeste). got home at like 11.

Sunday
studied. science. bleugh.

Today
common test. i made up some words cause i couldn't remember what the real words were. went for St nicks match. ate at prata shop. we hockers serioulsy overwork our lipases. coach was like so super funny la. he was talking all gay, then fangying said we will be seeing him in thailand. like OMG!!the hockey was superwooper. nice hits. nice everything. got home superdooper late. so there goes my plans to study maths. watching some show on channel 5. amusing. this post is superdooper random. and i feel superdooper. ok sarah time to cut the faeces :/

just like the hearse you die to get in again

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CELESTE THE ROCKSTAR
your like so old now. soon you'll be the one in peacehaven making the beaded cross. oh and i am very sorry for passing the sick germs to you :( but i'll make up for it somehow.
mass run was refreshing with all the don't know what chemicals flowing through my brain. that was soon lost in maths. rubbish la keong. i hate BIO. filling my brain with to much information. every single thing has a very long difficult to remember name that we must remember. lit so slow, we spend so long on such an uninportant section. chinese test. chengyu part was ok. everything else URGH. whoever came up with comprehension and fill in the blanks should be burned. english. did the total defence play. amusing. pbl thanks teran for changing place with me so i didn't have to endure HER. no thanks to miss chan for making HER move back. went delta. we hockers seriously no life, go pitch how often? but it was fun. swimming pooled. gymed. got kicked out for using my blouse as a towel. i don't pay $1.50 to get kicked out WTH !! went to the pitch stoned. went to redhill with xinshyan and natasha. had nice conversation. they make me smile (:

maybe its my fault but we must try harder 5months ain't enough
When you sacrifice your not really losing something, you are passing it on to someone else - the five people you meet in heaven

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HAPPY VALENTINES DAY
ok so i am one day late. thank you ALL so much for the lovely presents. i really adore them all and i look forward to burning of all the sweets (: mr keong gay scolded me for having sweets on my table bet he is just jealous. had some talk in the hall. DO YOU KNOW HOW MANY SINGAPORES WE CAN PUT IN LAKE TOBA OH AND LETS HAVE A BILLION DOLLAR BRIDGE TO BEUTIFY THE WATERFRONT. went for om and missed pinkie DAM. the teacher was pmsing and was angry cause i had to go doctor to check my voice out. WTH. went tiong with celeste to buy vday presents for the dasians. then went home. doctored. but the clinic was closed.
today, my mum decided that i was sick for too long. so no school for me. for the first time i think she saw through the charade, she knew i was getting better. but she also knew i needed a break. i finally saw how much you guys really cared and i am guilty for all the stuff i have done. you love me you always have but now i feel it for you to. a feeling i haven't in a long time. i waited a long time and got told i was suffering from something with a very scientific name. got pretty coloured pills. funny how something so pretty can taste like shit. i did quite alot of studying today, i am dam right sick of letting myself down with the shit marks i have been getting. i must work harder. i must. there are 9 million bicycles in beijing but 4 million people in singapore. random.

oh and I dont know
i dont know what he's after
but he's so beautiful
such a beautiful disaster
and if i could hold on
through the tears and the laughter
would it be beautiful
or just a beautiful disaster

just like the hearse you die to get in again

FRIDAY
went crazy of french boys that sing

SATURDAY
had training. poor lynette. WEAR YOUR HELMET NEXT TIME!! went to jurong point after for lunch. fun fun playing with MT Fuji's :) went cut hair like FINALLY. met mommy and went home. bathe. changed in less then ten minutes then went to orchard to meet celeste and jaey. bought shona present. arcaded. met more ppl. the very nice wynne carried my bags :D shanna tried to carry celeste's handbag. failure! took neos with 11 ppl!! cabbed down with wynne shanna and celeste. and some how managed to get their late. ate. played. danced. at tons and tons of fun. partying just the way uh huh uh huh i like it uh huh uh huh.

SUNDAY
i lost my voice. and so stayed at homed and pretended to do homework

TODAY
my voice didn't come back. thanks celeste for helping me ask questions appreciate it. thanks to those who wished me speedy recovery and to those of you who secretly wish my voice will stay like this longer so you can make fun of it. URGH. went to watch seniors match today. against sengkang. Shyan and i were the video man for the first half, i bet the film will make it to the US bockoffice, then again it might not. the game was well played, both sides made mistakes, but the final outcome was satisfying. 0-0. watched a bit of the st nicks match. it just hit me. we have less than 6 months. oh sheesh

just like the hearse you die to get in again

went peace haven yesterday CHAN kept picking on celeste and me. if our shirt is untuck just ask us tuck in can, no need to make us what go behind and tuck in, and then you complain when we go behind. WTH. but bus journey was fun. shall upload the pics one day. i want an ipod!! however i am a total faliure when it comes to opperating one plus i don't print money.

i have lost most interest in studies. god help me.

went for fitness today. didn't do that much. but i am proud that we managed to resist the temptation to go town.

chermaine was so nice to cab with me to orchard to drop me at orchard. thanks girl :D

just like the hearse you die to get in again

Is this the real life-Is this just fantasy-Caught in a landslide-No escape from reality-

friday
stayed back for house practice. went tanglin macdonalds first. ran 2x800m i like running with sec 1's. ran 400m. got into discus? somehow.

saturday
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BUNG(:
had training in school. must work harder. went queensway after bought some shorts to replenish my dwindling collection.

sunday
went to watch i not stupid too. yes. i cried. once. nearly cried once. "what have you done for your father" and the part when the son said i stole to buy one hour of your time. like the show was really cry laugh nearly cry laugh laugh.... played blackjack after. with one cent coins(:

today
lessons were spent surfing net. like i have no attetion span nowadays must buck up. must. geog test urgh. swimming was cancelled due to unforseen acts of nature (not rain). went towning with hazel, xinshyan, fangying and chermaine :D
sat in KFC but ate burger king. lingerine who??? walked around and found a lingerine shop which sold holey underwear. amusing. sat in the cafe opp. the fried mars bar place. had brownie and waffles. instead of excerise we ate unhealthily but heck. and i made hazel spit out all the water she was trying to swallow. i am super pro man :) oh and we rubbed the mess onto the faces of the people we didn't like. which was like all those near us. oh and we graffitied the wall. legally of course.
don't cry because its over, smile because it happened :D:D:D

sorry i wasn't there for you. it would have bee awkward you know. sorry. i really wish i could have solved your promblems. if only i were a super hero.

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yesterday
was a :):):) day
lit bleaugh eng bleaugh pe bleaugh samat was grumpy made us run but never mind must get fit get fit.. cs ok maths bleaugh

i walked home with teran all angry that i was going home early. no training. no outing. no anything. when we bumped into xinshyan who didn't feel like going for tution... so teran and shyan talked and some how we ended up going my house to swim. we fried nuggets for lunch, i mean xin shyan and i fried nuggets for lunched while teran watched and walked up and down. it was dam nice lah and xin shyan ruined my pretty arrangment on the plate. then we went swimming in MY nice hockey shirts. any way we had lots of fun and we did dares and sun bathed without the sun. and we went playground and we did lots of stuff....

today
home ec made an edible pizza. edible. science bleugh. english bleaugh. geog bleaugh. i really must try harder to enjoy lessons. had common test. urgh. i think i did really horrible.oh well. toopid celeste has got this song stuck in my head. it is like about a screwed family, no wonder it makes so much sense.

EMOTIONLESS - GOOD CHARLOTTE
Hey dad
I'm writing to you
Not to tell you
That I still hate you
Just to ask you
How you feel
And how we fell apart
How this fell apart

Are you happy out there
In this great wide world
Do you think about your sons
Do you miss your little girl
When you lay your head down
How do you sleep at night
Do you even wonder if we’re alright
But we’re alright
We’re alright

It’s been a long hard road without you by my side
Why weren’t
you there the nights that we cried
You broke my mother’s heart
You broke your children for life
It’s not ok
but we’re alright
I remember the days you were a hero in my eyes
But those are just a long lost memory of mine
I spent so many years
Learning how to survive
Now I’m writing just to let you know I’m still alive

The days I spent
So cold, so hungry
Were full of hate
I was so angry
The scars run deep inside
This tattooed body
There’s things I’ll take
To my grave
But I’m ok I’m ok

It’s been a long hard road without you by my side
Why weren’t you there the nights that we cried
You broke my mother’s heart
You broke your children for life
It’s not ok but we’re alright
I remember the days you were a hero in my eyes
But those are just a long lost memory of mine
Now I’m writing just to let you know I’m still alive
And I’m still alive

Sometimes I forget Yeah,
and this time I’ll admit that I miss you
Said I miss you

just like the hearse you die to get in again

Yhope. Hockey. People.


January 2006 February 2006 August 2006 September 2006


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