We must embrace pain and use it as fuel for our journey Went bike riding. went shopping. bought nothing. there was this dilussional woman in carefour. she was like sitting on the floor by men's socks talking to herself and just staring. we came up with stories bout her. like she was this really hip druggie from vegas who got on the wrong flight while she was high. and since singapore is so clean, she was suffering from redrawal symptons. i prefer she lost/broke up etc.... with her husband so was reminicing by the men's socks. she had to be wheeled out in a wheel chair. i feel really bad for just watching but really what could i do. carefour was practically the only shop open in the whole of plaza sing. how pathetic. CAREFOUR of all the shops CAREFOUR. went to next doors after and made up for the lack of cny goodies in my diet. i had bahgua and pineapple tarts and love letters and tiramisu (which is not really chinesesy but it still taste like whoa) i can feel my fats bubbling. then went for a bbq. i played street soccer. i shall upload pics later. and i never would have thought i get my butt kicked by 6 year olds. any way...
do you know how much it hurts when you do so much, you show so much concern, you get worried sick and you come back to an ungrateful twit. and i never want to be like you. i never want to take my mistakes out on others. i hope your realised you showed me how incapable you are of controlling your mouth and body. you have no self control. you lash out at me for trying to help. i was trying to help for god's sakes. just take your drunkard self and go away. i feel scared around you. scared.
